J U L Y

 Dear Diary:
"Hello July & Bye June", it's been a hardship for me during june, all tests and assignments come in sudden ! I can barely take a breath. Fingers cross that July will be a good month for me :D
July, for me is a month filled with joyful and merry. I can't wait to meet you guys! How I wish I can end my semester now, and go vacation with you guys and takes tons of photos (I don't mind buying another memory card) ! Everyone seem so busy, that's the reason that keep me moving forward! July ! I will start my work out and swimming everyday, and ya ! blueberries for this month, no longer blackberries and kiwis :9 
Let's talk about these photos above, I spent quite some time to capture all these. There are no reasons why I like the B-O-K-E-H ! They look so warm and adorable in their way c:
I hope I can really be more hardworking ! Aaahhhhh~ this is the last semester that decide whether or not I can get scholarship , FIGHTING ! for me, and for my loves ! especially you & you ah! remember drink more water and rest earlier. 'chong miang gong fu chong miang zhuo' ! 




p/s: took all these photos in Setapak, Wangsa Maju. Their night scene is seriously no doubt! nice till the max !! I think I should buy myself a lotion, just spotted one- physiogel. I heard what my friend said is very good to dry and irritated skin. I think I will buy for body and facial as well :P

Dear Diary:
Just wanted to share these photos to all of you, especially preetie D, since she loves pastry so much. This is not APPLE ! It's yeast-free cake, pretty sure none of you know what is this, okie! let's me explain about it , the so called yeast-free cake is that the cake contains no yeast within itself. Obviously, the cake will be a bit tough to bite with. But for me, I think that the texture is nice, since apple should be crispy and crunchy.What's most importantly is that I love the colour covers entirely the cake, it's truly similar or to be specifically camouflage to a true apple. B U T ! The filling inside is sort of so so only. At least still have a space to be improve.


p/s: I bought these from K-O-M-U-G-I , really satisfied with their pastries ! It's all yeast-free ! Oh ya, there is a stick looked bread, It's actually olive bread :) Give these a Got To Try tag on it.

Dear Diary:
Finally have some times to do things that I like ! Yes! Erm.. feeling grumpy and upset these few days due to two reason. First and foremost, the thing that I felt it that way is all related to my presentation for energy balances. I learned something from someone " The Late Night Preparing Comes With A Pay Of NOTHING ". Ya! It's you - Sleepy S (Sleepy A S S  < sounds alike)! You know how much effort I had put in in the presentation slides ? How many sleeping hours I had sacrifice in order to get high marks and outstanding in the class. I didn't care about the marks actually, BUT please show me your responsibility ! It's our duty to present! You know how many calls I had made? and I even yelled in front of your house like an idiot, and every passers looked me like a LUNATIC ! This is not the maddest thing, the thing is, I care for every single friends of mine, I thought you were stomach ache or period ache, N O P E ! you told me you were oversleeping, should I forgive you ? I have no idea. Maybe yes, but now is not the right time. sorry !
The second slightly upset thing is that, macho M! where have you been ? I don't know even  how to contact you since my internet connection here is sort of sucky, web contact is invalid until I change my internet package. Just contact me once you saw this. Love you always.

p/s: my sister brought me the cupcakes. You know what?! The taste is fantastic. I was wondering which shop she visited? And the package is so funny, the shop was using the TaiYangBing's boxes. But that's not the major stuff. I am official:
1. G R E E N _ T E A _ L O V E R ♥
2. C U P C A K E S _ L O V E R ♥
3. F R I E N D S _ L O V E R ♥
Oh Ya, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower is my recent favourite book! Just so much eager , wanted to be like what Charlie do. 

Just a random photos that I wanted to share. 

|| B-L-A-C-K B-E-R-R-I-E-S ||

My mom said this contains more vitamin than kiwi, i have wondering whether it is true? hopefully, she even told me that there is more anti-oxidants within. even more doubt..

But, the taste is good although it's a little sour.

It's truly black! until I was unable to capture the nature colour. Next try -Raspberries :D

 Dear Diary:
It's June !Yeah~ June is about splendid ! Oh ya ! Happy birthday mum! First of all, I have to say a huge thanks to preetie D , she sacrified her sleeping hours to make this cake. It's Mocha Walnut Torte ♥ !

Frankly speaking that, i crushed a little for this cake, so it doesn't look that perfect as compare to the original or the fresh baked. And due to the lighting in my house, i can able to make this effect, so sorry for that. hope you can forgive me, but it's all does't matters. The thing is the cake is just perfect for us, either from the aspect of taste and deco. We really appreciate that so so much !  Once again, T-H-A-N-K  Y-O-U !

oh ya again~ happy birthday my best brother, Aaron ! Although we got to know each other late, started from form 3 i think, but the thing is things happen weirdly that we were like brother from the last century, we shared things ,thoughts, ideas, jokes , or even stupid pranks. Happy Birthday Bro! sometimes, i was wondering how will be my secondary school life looks like if i missed to know this friend from my life? This question is quite bothering and yet i dare not to think about it, surely it will be tedious and dull.Grateful to have you this bro. Although we missed the chance to meet up and unable to pass you the gift i prepared,but I do hope that you will receive my bless to you . 

Oh YA , the third time, mum,I love you ♥ ! 

"Thank you for the endurance for all these years, please forgive my naiveness sometimes, and the rebellious acting, so sorry for that, I know you love me, but sometimes I rather to choose not to face the reality, the more you love me, the more I feel guilty and regrets. But, Thank you! I do really love you. Maybe it's hard to speak out, but this were all my words to you from deep inside."

p/s: hope everything will be going smoothly for my sister, since she is going to work in singapore. Like what she said dream catcher, catches the good ones, and blow away the bad ones. good luck sis! 

Dear Diary:
First of all, I would like to say something about these few photos. These were taken by me and my sister before we were going to cousin's cousin's wedding. How confusing..Finally i got my D E N I M ! I like this piece so much ! haha, although for me it's quite costly, but i really like it, still left a necklace to be suited, (from my own creepy fashion sense).My photography technique as well as the photoshop needed to be improved more somehow. I wished I really can be like JennySun, JasmineStar, and AliceGao - Daily and wedding well known photographer. After sawing D's post, i felt so ashamed, she is so insisting in her favourite field, but how about me? embarrassing !
I truly feel guilty because I took some orders from my friend, and I sort of ordering Preetie D to do all these orders. She really sacrified a lot, insomnia? nope ! is sleepless ! Indeed! more precise and correct. TT 
I know her not more than 3 years, but somehow I feel like I knew her from ago. If you ask me, how special is she, she is just a friend of yours. NOPE! she is more than a friend, she is my family, and of cause family comes from different members and own member play their vital role. Very thanks for every one of them. You all gave me the strength to live. Thank you !


p/s: writing these while listening to WanTing's songs.. Life is like a song, Shine over me and star in you ,highly recommended for the use of music therapy.

 Dear Diary:
This saturday and sunday were amazing. I had a really wonderful weekend. Although I still have one more thing haven't done yet, and that thing is irritating my mood for quote some time. But, for these few days, I can said that I totally forgot that annoying feeling. Thanks Friends, you all bring me these, a very special thing that can't be describe deeply and it's valuable.Had a very nice foods, excited 'chong k', sweet chit-chatting, and etc..

Went to a very cozy and warm place - Shakespeare ! 
I bet you all will not regret going there, although the price there is quite costly. Besides, the pastry is a must try when you go there.It's mouth-watering. But of cause friendship is more sweeter and more lasting than all those yummy foods.They are all beyond friendship, they are more like my family.(except for suki, she still in the good friend stage, so so different from you all)
And here, I have to say love you for daddy, Sh, Angel and preetie D .Thanks for the accompany for these two days :D

- Thank you Friend, Love, Family -

Dear Diary:
Hello Diary. Please sing a happy and merry birthday song to my lovely friend-The Preetie D.

Happy Birthday To you

Happy Birthday To you

Happy Birthday To Fatsiree

Happy Birthday to you

Today is her 20th birthday, hope all her wishes, thoughts, dreams may come true ! And hope she can face all hardship thoroughly with all strength, determination and toughness. I hope she really like my little surprise for her. Although I think it was a little mess up, but it's warm. Actually I am not in a very happy mode, but for this special friend, I can't and impossible to resist myself for showing her unhappy face, she has a very unique power to make all her friends around to be happy everyday. I can't even imagine how my life will gonna be if I didn't get know about her. Although we knew each other in short, but it's seem like we got to know each other from the last century.Thanks god for giving me this friend. And for my another Macho M, I do hope he got a safe and exciting journey to Bangkok :D

p/s: Sorry for not buying you any present preetie D, really sorry about that, I did actually plan all these today, and sorry that I mess up with your birthday, and the forgotten of your genuine BIRTHDAY :p

Dear Diary :
May. It's all about mothers. Yeap~ It's Mother's Day :D
CHILDREN please say I LOVE YOU ya ! Photos taken by 12th of May, Sunday. The two little mothers in the photos. left- my mum, right-my maid. Thanks for all the endurance, caring and love toward me. Very appreciate that, thank you and I love you. Although we are not rich , but we are way more richer in family bonding. 
and day before that, 11th, I had my report. For who my friends that contact me these few days, I would like to apologise to you all, especially Preetie D and Macho M. so sorry, just let me to calm down, I need more times to accept it. Yeap , I am sick. I know it's hard to believe, even i myself still can't believe till now. I hope you all see this post. Started to read  " Life Without Limit " from Nick. Vujicic. Here comes the favourite from this book - Hard times and tough circumstances can trigger one's self-doubt and despair, but I am not constrained by all these circumstances. I do hope i can really work this sentence out. Just time matters. 

p/s: don't know how to continue, emotion quite complicated. I just stop here. Good night people. Love ya!

Dear Diary:
Hi , before I say anything to you, i just wish that my roommate (or in specific EX roommate) can get well soon from Dengue. I know that having sickness is very suffering, have to lay on the bed the entire day, it is very tedious. :D
Okie, let me rearrange my story line. Today is quite a exhausted day,( haha ) because when the very first sunlight penetrated to our room , i have to wake up from my warm bed and fetch my little sister to UCSI (the orientation day) , started our journey from 8am , but you know the massive and annoying traffic jam in the city, so I reached home at about 9.30am. First thing to do once reached - SLEEP T.T
Then, my friends (kenn kenn , Desiree & Suki) decided to visit my roommate -H.grapher . We had a lot of fun in the process of preparation, peel off the skins , wrapped the foods, cooked the foods , all those stuffs. Okie ! here's come the climax,highlighted part. WE LOST OUR DIRECTION TO HOSPITAL .
ahh ~ we used almost an hour to reach to the pantai medical centre at Euric,Cheras. Furthermore, it was thunder storm raining at the mean time, even make our journey worse. But, everything was settled with the little wise investment - GPS. (haha) So, once we reached, we straight go to 2029 the wad where H.grapher stayed & laid . We had a lot of fun there and a lot of selfca there :) (cannot denied that the mirror there is damn wide enough ). I hoped that Suki efforts do touch H.grapher as I was ngo dai in their relationship. After the visiting , finally reached our dinner time . STARVING ! we had our dinner at cowboy D.Petaling. A very cozy yet relaxing restaurant. I prayed that Desiree have a good & safe flight, Kenn Kenn does well in his exam, & Suki can success in her relationship . Thanks god . 

JUST BE YOURSELF 

A new quote for myself, don't afraid of being what truly you are ! Everyone is unique ! no matter what sickness you have, how bad your result is, & etc. JUST BE YOURSELF. a quote I say to myself every now and then :)

Dear Diary:

T-I-M-E    F-L-I-E-S

Hi diary, it's been quite some times we didn't acknowledge each other. So, HI :D

I am facing exam recently, so so busy. At the mean time, I meet questions that I do not know how to solve.It is much harder than the exam questions. The questions are  :

1.how are you going to face when your mother quarrel with your grandmother? 

2.how are you going to confront your friend when he/she is in the midst of broke up? 

3.how are you going to do when you know your time flies? 

I seriously don't know how to answer these questions, I think I am going to fail no matter how hard I had tried. 

I felt super duper frustrated, I am like a fool when my sister told me that my mum quarried with my grandmother, and they don't even know what are the main problem they are quarrelling. I have no idea what to say and what to do. So, I told myself times will fade every unhappy moments between our family bonding.

I am also like a psychologist when my friend told me that she had dumped by someone she loved. I confronted her, I even sacrifice my late sleeping and accepted her midnight calls. All I wanted is she can never think of committing suicide. So, once again, I told myself times will help me to fade off of her sad memories.

But !!! I recognised that I have actually left not much time. [This remind me of one movie - IN TIME].What should I do? If God is pleasant enough, I greedily beg for 1 wish, I hope everyone arounds me can live in peace and happy without any pains. Thanks god 

But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, 

 and all these things will be given to you as well. therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.

Each day has enough trouble if its own   

(Matthew 6 :33) 

Celebration with F-A-M-I-L-Y  ♥

Add captionCelebration with F-R-I-E-N-D-S   ♥

E-T-E-R-N-A-L   F-R-I-E-N-D-S-H-I-P   ♥

 Dear Diary:

Thanks god that bring me a lot of love   ♥

Today is a very special day to me. It is not because of my birthday. This is because I know that there are someone [ family and friends] still standing beside me. Really appreciated what they did to me, I forced myself not to cry, this is because I want to show them I am still strong & tough! This morning, I went to school as usual, did everything like the normal routine i did. After the class, i planned to go to south wing to study, but my friends [Kuan Leong & Huey Shan] told me that the school is under renovation. I believed! Actually I'm been fooled,haha... Okie, things happen after I went home and took my bath. Suddenly I heard my friend called me, and asked me to go out the house to take my things that i left in his car. I went out and i saw them taking the cake. That moment, I really wanted to shock and say thank you ♥   . Then, we went to Pui Man's house and celebrated my PRE-celebration birthday. Had a lot of fun there. 

Story normally will not end that way. Okie, the second surprise was my roommate [Howie] was actually colluded with my bestie's'. But, their conversation... I can barely heard that.haha.. anyway, just want to thank them..They [Miew, Desiree, Mok & Kenn] came with a red velvet cake & sang birthday song to me. I was so touching. Thank you so so much !! I love you all always~ Then we had a lot of funny photos in my room, love the chipmunks' faces the most. Then, we went to eat our dinner - 猪骨汤 @ coco restaurant. The foods were not as i expected, but it's because of I ate with my friends, foods suddenly become very yummy ! At that certain moment, I had my 3 wishes. First- i wished all my family & friends can be happy and be blessed at all time. Second- I wished all my friends & family can achieved what they wanted or dreamt. Third- I hope everyone that i know will always in good and. The third wishes, i will keep it! haha ... But it's not about me either. So, there is no more quota for me, hehe.. I just wanna everyone around me can be happy always :)

 A treat for her SPM result

-H-o-t      P-u-r-e     H-o-n-e-y     M-i-l-k-     ♥

-J-a-p-a-n-e-s-e       C-a-r-a-m-e-l      P-u-d-d-i-n-g-     ♥

-T-i-r-a-m-i-s-u        W-i-t-h     S-t-r-a-w-b-e-r-r-i-e-s-     ♥

 Dear Diary:
Hello diary, it's been sometimes we don't meet each other. How're you? When I first heard the result my sister got, kind of shock, does she deserve to get only 5 A's?? I know that she beg a lot of burden, tons of negative compliments from family, friends, teacher, especially the 38's'. I just hope that she can carry on , and can able to prove that her level, her strength is not only like this ! I accompanied her to go Falcon Edu Fair this Saturday, which is held at mid valley. Actually, I cared for her, I kept on asking the questions in front of those advisers. I don't know whether I was doing the right thing, but I just hope that, from what I asked, she can able to understand more, she is smart! Just effort is not putting much enough. I hope that she can cope with her mood, and start a way far struggling journey again. Same here, will start my hard & struggling journey now. I can be elite! 


Photos above is a treat for my little sister. I brought her to The Garden in Midvalley after the long questioning in Edu Fair. Although she got only 5 A's', but it's good enough, treated her some desserts and a drink, IT'S SO COSTLY~T^T~

Taken by ChiouKer Neko,my sis - ChineseNewYear

Dear diary:

how are you recently my diary? Edited one of my favourite style by using photoshop. Black and White. Indeed, it reflects what the truly colour i see these days. What I suppose to do ? Diary & photograph everyday? Sometimes, I really need someone to confront me, but at the same time I scare to face them :(

how contradict I am?! Today, I met an old friend, or I should say i purposely wanted to meet her, in block C UCSI. At the first sight i saw her, WARM.. This friend had a lot of courages to me. I was truly happy to see her, I think she showed the same thing toward me, i guess. But when I know that I had that "thing", I refused to continue the topics and straight away left the place we met and back to the place i studied this afternoon with my another friend. Gonna soon , works, studies, photography & diary will be the best refugee I can stay forever.  :'D

Dear Diary:

started to have my photo shooting this Friday. Had a very very pleasant afternoon with my bests -Jamice & Shwo Yin. I just realised that I really had passion on photography, i like editing and photo shooting. No matter how hot the weather is, how sweaty, how lethargy. It's all come with a paid. I mean when your see back your photos, there are something special to you :)

Oh gosh ~ started to think that I have potential to become a tooth fairy. Collecting mine & others' memories :)

GO VACATION! FRIENDS! PHOTOGRAPH!

Dear Diary:

Passing a day without any disaster happen, god bless. Sitting on my bed and lean against the wall, suddenly "blogging" this word comes to my thoughts. Okie, start to blog! Just want to talk about my vacation with my friends. "FRIENDs", a word contain warm, encourages, strength, determination, caring & love within. I have a lot of friends (no self-boosting), maybe because I can easily mix around with the others. But when it comes to true friendship, I admit that, not many.. To me, the most precious moment is when vacation with the friends. We can do anything, talks freely, play wildly & photograph abnormally ! [laugh]. Someone told me before (or maybe i remembered the dialogue in a movie before), the meaning of the vacation is not just simply play! It's about passing the memories to a place, wise words. GENTING is the place that I visited most frequently. I can barely remembered the scene when I had my vacation with my bro & my lovely gang in UTAR. The happy moment that we sticked together that time, it's fadeless! I do remember the first time I enrolled in the 'jumping block machine', and the moment I hugged Rilakkuma the whole day to photograph. I can't find a suitable word to describe friends. It's abstract! So, only that it is precious. Photograph the happy faces with happy wrinkles, do actually make me satisfy, because the faces are all genuine & true. I wish I have more time to travel with my love ones. 

-"Started to feel sober, A good night full stop to end my day"-