Dear Diary :
Hello diary, Everytime I acknowledge you, I will literally felt like I have a lot to write about things , and stuffs and etc. So, I posted a video ! WOW ! (applause) . Yeap, a video, and this video means a lot to me, since I'm a lousy video editor and an amateur photographer, this video makes me a lot of compliments , the good ones :)
Feeling adrenalised ! This is the second piece of art of mine. and Booya ! I didn't uploaded the first one, (the kick-start) , because i felt that was a failure. So, i learned form mistakes, so it's okie. This is the one I edited for more than 5 hours and it is only one and more than a half minutes video. The background music was chosen from the cartoon/animation : Ratatouille. This cartoon inspires me a lot a lot ever since i watched it when i was only 9 , probably 10 i guessed. 
Quite a lot of my friends asked me, why on the earth you suddenly make film ? And .. I'm gonna reveal the truth. first things first, I'm going to TW next year ! can't believe it until now, and i am going with 3 loves ! (preetie D, macho M and skinny M) . So, in order to record the moments we'll spend for the very first time in oversea, I learn videography! (isn't that sounds so thrill and exciting) And i eventually fall in love with it! If i was born in some where around the western country, trust me , I'll definitely pick directing / or videography or photography as my major subject, because engineering is too mainstream and it's so damn boring @@"
BUT, I'm in asia , so .. hair.. Skip the craps, so, I learned this breakfast cupcake from a website, although the website was not giving enough information to this cupcakes, but it's okie. I altered  it and practically changed it to a halal version. Here's the steps :

1.First, you have to prepare some garlic butter spread, olive margarine, I picked chicken ham instead of bacon , some mushrooms and eggs. and ya, you can start with it . that sounds so simple right ?

2. Then , fry the mushroom with garlic butter. and leave it to cool. (remember ! no extra oils or butter needed, garlic butter is already work for it). place it in a plate.

3. Then spread the margarine or butter to the wall of the mole that comes with different size and volume you preferred. 

4. Next, attach the ham to the wall of the moles. I used 3 pieces of hams for each mole.

5. Place the fried mushrooms to the centre of the mole, (the amount depends on you) , and an egg is added to cover the mushroom.

6. Some additions i added on was I pinched some pasted back pepper and added on the egg to increase the favour, and at the same time, I prepared some breads and cut it into triangle shape, and garlic butter was used again to spread on it.

7. This is the final step, all these are eventually send to the bakery oven and set for 20 minutes at about 200 degree. and Tadaa ! you just make a lovely, gorgeous breakfast. 



p/s: Hoopee you guys really try it on, it's tasty and so darn delicious :)
have a nice day everyone :D

 Dear Diary:
It's June !Yeah~ June is about splendid ! Oh ya ! Happy birthday mum! First of all, I have to say a huge thanks to preetie D , she sacrified her sleeping hours to make this cake. It's Mocha Walnut Torte ♥ !

Frankly speaking that, i crushed a little for this cake, so it doesn't look that perfect as compare to the original or the fresh baked. And due to the lighting in my house, i can able to make this effect, so sorry for that. hope you can forgive me, but it's all does't matters. The thing is the cake is just perfect for us, either from the aspect of taste and deco. We really appreciate that so so much !  Once again, T-H-A-N-K  Y-O-U !

oh ya again~ happy birthday my best brother, Aaron ! Although we got to know each other late, started from form 3 i think, but the thing is things happen weirdly that we were like brother from the last century, we shared things ,thoughts, ideas, jokes , or even stupid pranks. Happy Birthday Bro! sometimes, i was wondering how will be my secondary school life looks like if i missed to know this friend from my life? This question is quite bothering and yet i dare not to think about it, surely it will be tedious and dull.Grateful to have you this bro. Although we missed the chance to meet up and unable to pass you the gift i prepared,but I do hope that you will receive my bless to you . 

Oh YA , the third time, mum,I love you ♥ ! 

"Thank you for the endurance for all these years, please forgive my naiveness sometimes, and the rebellious acting, so sorry for that, I know you love me, but sometimes I rather to choose not to face the reality, the more you love me, the more I feel guilty and regrets. But, Thank you! I do really love you. Maybe it's hard to speak out, but this were all my words to you from deep inside."

p/s: hope everything will be going smoothly for my sister, since she is going to work in singapore. Like what she said dream catcher, catches the good ones, and blow away the bad ones. good luck sis! 

Dear Diary:
First of all, I would like to say something about these few photos. These were taken by me and my sister before we were going to cousin's cousin's wedding. How confusing..Finally i got my D E N I M ! I like this piece so much ! haha, although for me it's quite costly, but i really like it, still left a necklace to be suited, (from my own creepy fashion sense).My photography technique as well as the photoshop needed to be improved more somehow. I wished I really can be like JennySun, JasmineStar, and AliceGao - Daily and wedding well known photographer. After sawing D's post, i felt so ashamed, she is so insisting in her favourite field, but how about me? embarrassing !
I truly feel guilty because I took some orders from my friend, and I sort of ordering Preetie D to do all these orders. She really sacrified a lot, insomnia? nope ! is sleepless ! Indeed! more precise and correct. TT 
I know her not more than 3 years, but somehow I feel like I knew her from ago. If you ask me, how special is she, she is just a friend of yours. NOPE! she is more than a friend, she is my family, and of cause family comes from different members and own member play their vital role. Very thanks for every one of them. You all gave me the strength to live. Thank you !


p/s: writing these while listening to WanTing's songs.. Life is like a song, Shine over me and star in you ,highly recommended for the use of music therapy.

Dear Diary :
May. It's all about mothers. Yeap~ It's Mother's Day :D
CHILDREN please say I LOVE YOU ya ! Photos taken by 12th of May, Sunday. The two little mothers in the photos. left- my mum, right-my maid. Thanks for all the endurance, caring and love toward me. Very appreciate that, thank you and I love you. Although we are not rich , but we are way more richer in family bonding. 
and day before that, 11th, I had my report. For who my friends that contact me these few days, I would like to apologise to you all, especially Preetie D and Macho M. so sorry, just let me to calm down, I need more times to accept it. Yeap , I am sick. I know it's hard to believe, even i myself still can't believe till now. I hope you all see this post. Started to read  " Life Without Limit " from Nick. Vujicic. Here comes the favourite from this book - Hard times and tough circumstances can trigger one's self-doubt and despair, but I am not constrained by all these circumstances. I do hope i can really work this sentence out. Just time matters. 

p/s: don't know how to continue, emotion quite complicated. I just stop here. Good night people. Love ya!

Dear Diary:

T-I-M-E    F-L-I-E-S

Hi diary, it's been quite some times we didn't acknowledge each other. So, HI :D

I am facing exam recently, so so busy. At the mean time, I meet questions that I do not know how to solve.It is much harder than the exam questions. The questions are  :

1.how are you going to face when your mother quarrel with your grandmother? 

2.how are you going to confront your friend when he/she is in the midst of broke up? 

3.how are you going to do when you know your time flies? 

I seriously don't know how to answer these questions, I think I am going to fail no matter how hard I had tried. 

I felt super duper frustrated, I am like a fool when my sister told me that my mum quarried with my grandmother, and they don't even know what are the main problem they are quarrelling. I have no idea what to say and what to do. So, I told myself times will fade every unhappy moments between our family bonding.

I am also like a psychologist when my friend told me that she had dumped by someone she loved. I confronted her, I even sacrifice my late sleeping and accepted her midnight calls. All I wanted is she can never think of committing suicide. So, once again, I told myself times will help me to fade off of her sad memories.

But !!! I recognised that I have actually left not much time. [This remind me of one movie - IN TIME].What should I do? If God is pleasant enough, I greedily beg for 1 wish, I hope everyone arounds me can live in peace and happy without any pains. Thanks god 

But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, 

 and all these things will be given to you as well. therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.

Each day has enough trouble if its own   

(Matthew 6 :33) 

Celebration with F-A-M-I-L-Y  ♥

Add captionCelebration with F-R-I-E-N-D-S   ♥

E-T-E-R-N-A-L   F-R-I-E-N-D-S-H-I-P   ♥

 Dear Diary:

Thanks god that bring me a lot of love   ♥

Today is a very special day to me. It is not because of my birthday. This is because I know that there are someone [ family and friends] still standing beside me. Really appreciated what they did to me, I forced myself not to cry, this is because I want to show them I am still strong & tough! This morning, I went to school as usual, did everything like the normal routine i did. After the class, i planned to go to south wing to study, but my friends [Kuan Leong & Huey Shan] told me that the school is under renovation. I believed! Actually I'm been fooled,haha... Okie, things happen after I went home and took my bath. Suddenly I heard my friend called me, and asked me to go out the house to take my things that i left in his car. I went out and i saw them taking the cake. That moment, I really wanted to shock and say thank you ♥   . Then, we went to Pui Man's house and celebrated my PRE-celebration birthday. Had a lot of fun there. 

Story normally will not end that way. Okie, the second surprise was my roommate [Howie] was actually colluded with my bestie's'. But, their conversation... I can barely heard that.haha.. anyway, just want to thank them..They [Miew, Desiree, Mok & Kenn] came with a red velvet cake & sang birthday song to me. I was so touching. Thank you so so much !! I love you all always~ Then we had a lot of funny photos in my room, love the chipmunks' faces the most. Then, we went to eat our dinner - 猪骨汤 @ coco restaurant. The foods were not as i expected, but it's because of I ate with my friends, foods suddenly become very yummy ! At that certain moment, I had my 3 wishes. First- i wished all my family & friends can be happy and be blessed at all time. Second- I wished all my friends & family can achieved what they wanted or dreamt. Third- I hope everyone that i know will always in good and. The third wishes, i will keep it! haha ... But it's not about me either. So, there is no more quota for me, hehe.. I just wanna everyone around me can be happy always :)