Dear Diary:
It's almost 1.30am in the morning, and I am wide awake. Things really mess up recently, due to the stupid Co-op thing, I forced to dig up every certificates that aid me for my internship programme. So, the biggest problem is that I COULDN'T find it ! F***k ! I really hate it, really grumpy and frustrated ! But, from the other perspective thinking, this is another good way to remind me that, things have to keep it neatly next time. Fingers cross that I can by any chance or miracle happens that my certificates pop up at the sudden, I will become vegetarian for a week I swear for getting back my certificates! Please , come back to papa T^T (tears rolling , while typing this and at the same time listening to Sam Smith 'stay with me' <- current addict ^^ ). Haiz.. i do hope from the bottom of my heart that I do find my certificates, they means a lot to me now,  I will keep it properly once I find it, I promised :(


Okie, now back to the story that I wanted to talk about. So, basically last week tuesday (May 13) is the 21st birthday of my love - Preetie D . TADAA ! happy birthday babe <3 I really wish you have a wonderful 21 , and all those dreams and hopes you once said to me can really come true, you are the VIP in my friend list, I once hated why we can't know each other a little bit earlier. But, god makes us to know each other, and became like sibling in our destiny for a purpose, and maybe that's what our friendship counts for. I do really love you friend, form the deepest and bottom of my heart, and to the moon and back. haha.. You means a lot to me, so, i do wish you have a brighter future and our friendship will last to the end of the day. 

So to prepare her birthday, it's really a nightmare for me. In fact, for the photo booth props, I saw one of my hometown friends -KY was doing that for CNY, so I tried to do it instead of buying all those with the price RM 37 ?! But, it was harder than I thought. But, ding ding , I did well for that props. Besides, I created a group chat on Facebook, and have invited all the Ex and present UTARian (macho M, skinny M, SH , angel, Xl, Professor H, Kenn) to the group. At first, things go really smooth, everyone responded , and seem active to voice out ideas and thoughts. I was quite flattered by the activation. BUT ! slowly , the group seem like wilting, everyone is just seen and never give a fart. This is really get me disappointed. Luckily, there is Xl, kenn , and skinny M gave their opinions to the group. XL is the one who gives a lot of  thoughts of hers but never wanted it to be done by her own, Thanks god I still have my left and right guardians - Skinny M and kenn. They both really helped me a lot a lot in preparing the props and things yet to be bought. Frankly speaking, I quite annoy with the reaction of Macho M , he is practically disappear from the earth, I can't reach him, I know by that time, present UTRAians are having finals, but do at least give a reply to me, i will be grateful in any sense. Angel and SH are the quiet ones, I don't blame them, since they are really frustrated with their finals. I really hope Angel can at least show up once in our gathering. T^T . So, the biggest anger was that stupid mindless professor H who gave his words to us, and promised to show up. So, after my long tedious Co-op event, was already 8.10pm, it was 10 minutes later than I planned, so, I called my sisters to fetch me, since they both need to go to Subang as well, so, once they reached, I changed the seat to the driver's and drive like lightning to his house, I called (more than 30 calls) , I shouted (like crazy), and I pressed for the doorbell (more than 20 times) , and .... NO ANSWERS ! So, i got so grumpy and full of hatreds, I straight leaving him without giving him a notice since that time he was already half dying. I thought I was the last one to reach there, but mind freaks, I was the earliest  one, kenn, Xl and SH went for dinner without letting me know, but at least they asked me whether or not to da boa for me. At least thats the touching part, I know they still care , that's enough. Everything worths it :')


Okie ! done letting all my hatreds out, by the end of the celebration, I realised something. I am actually capable of doing all this preparation without much helps from others. I don't blame all of them by now, because I know I do loved and love them, and they did enjoy the celebration I planned , at least that pays for the sacrifices I've made. 


p/s:
Millions thanks to Preetie D's family members especially her sister and mother who did a great job for keeping the secret, and many thanks for the delicious foods, I did enjoy that evening , both foods and celebration. 
:)

AcmeBar&Coffee

 

 Dear Diary:
I've been so busy these few days, but photo sharing is what I always have the time to do regardless how timeless I have. So, all these photos are taken by (of cause, me !). This album basically talking about the day we've spent in a ver high-end/standard or luxurious restaurant, named as ABC (Acme Bar & Coffee). My friends and I spent almost 40 minutes to find this place, we even asked one of the guar lous around there, what a shameful Malaysian I am :P
First impression that come across my mind when I stepped into this restaurant, this is so vintage ! The decorations look so similar to the home-deco shop, TYPO. Everything were meticulously set up, and the coffee aroma just aroused to the entire atmosphere. The ambience was perfect ! The furnitures, the cutleries, the menus are neatly organised. I'm seriously so into their interior designs, a thumb up for the designs. So, we did make some coffee orders and picked up so desserts to try on. The desserts are not too sweet, and they were all so nice. And for the coffees, they were all nicely brewed with exquisite coffee art decorated to satisfy every coffee cravers! Besides, there is a piece of digestive biscuit just right beside the coffee. A little suggestion for them, is to change another brand or type of coffee beans they have current using it, because i found out that the coffees made were slightly diluted. If i would have rate, I'll give 4/5. A little comment of mine again for this restaurant, that the services there are not reaching my satisfaction. They are no recommendation of them for every customers, zero interaction. If there will be greetings or recommendations, then everything will sound perfect ! There are a lot of comments or feedbacks from internet, all saying that their Sizzling caramel is a must to try! and I've not try their western foods and beer yet, so this may be an excuse for me to go again perhaps XP



 Coffee Order         | Flat white/Double espresso/Cappuccino
 Drinks                   | A Jar of Detox (watermelon+honeydew+mint)
 Desserts                | Lemon Poppyseed/Raspberries chocolate w Vodka/Caramel Macademia    

 DEAR DIARY:
Hello October, finally i finished my sept intake! wow! At last! Feeling damn exotic now. Nevertheless, i had my little adventure with a bunch of my UCSI's friends. Erm.. To start my diary, let me explain something clear, yes! they are my friends, but not as close as a family type like Macho M and Preetie D. Okie ~
Last wednesday, after my thermodynamics test, I was feeling so damn excited, ya that indicates that I am having my holidays soon ! yeepi ~ I packed all my things that day. WHY ?! yes, you may ask me why. Cause I am going to PD ! woohoo ~ PD, a place that we used often to write in our primary school's essays or even secondary's. PD, a very well known place for tourist. Yes, I am going there ! 
one of friends, TKL introduced a place that he got offers from his cousins, i guessed. The place or to be said is our hotel is Grand Lexis. Darn ! It is so damn nice and relaxing place. The ori price is about 2k ! luckily we got it 400 and share with a bunch of people like 13 of us. The hotel's photos will be upload soon. So, I captured some photos in PD. Enjoy !
seriously, I found out that I have less closely with them, although I already try my very best to fit myself into their shoes. But, still I felt strange and I hate this feeling. It makes me feel like i am ignored, i think. I was thinking when I reached there. How IF i have the chance to go there again with the bunch of people I love, how would the feeling be ? Will it difference ? How deeply in my heart wish that I can come here again with preetie D and macho M ! [T.T]
Anyway, I shared laughters with them. At least it is not the worst one. 2 years to go with them.trying hard to fit them in. I hope i can do it ! 
Okie, the photos are all edited by VSCOcam. A very special filters apps in my phone. I think I will buy those filters one day and install in my Mac. cause it is seriously so nice ! Love it 





p/s: am thinking to have a tattoo ! ahhh~ 
|V|V|I|IV|   this is what i wanted so badly.. WIN !