DEAR DIARY:
Hello diary, it's been a very long time that I didn't update you. It's so sorry to abandon you for quite some time.So, today I'm going to tell you some stuffs happen last few months or just few weeks ago, since today is just 3rd of Sept. Okie Dokie ! As you can see the photos above, yes ! D-R-E-A-M || C-A-T-C-H-E-R !
This is the gift from my elder sister, she loves this very very much. From the sense I know is that this little thing is actually from native american, and the dream catcher was intended to protect the sleeping individual from negative dreams, while letting positive dreams through. The positive dreams would slip through the hole in the center of the dream catcher, and glide down the feathers to the sleeping person below. The negative dreams would get caught up in the web, and expire when the first rays of the sun struck them.  .Besides, it symbolises the unity & strength. My sister gave me this is because she said that when the first time she went to singapore, she faced difficulties in almost everything in oversea as the cultures there is so much differ from M'sia (totally agreed ! ), she can't follow up the pace of the singaporean, it's always fast and fast. She said she almost crumpled down , so one day, when she was walking along the street , she saw someone was selling these, so without any further doubt , she bought it and hang it up around the place where she always used to sleep. And magically she sleeps well after hanging up. So, she gave me this so that i won't always think of my illness and can have a really good sleep. So much thanks to her, and I tell you what?! Amazingly, I have good sleeping after putting this everynight around me. The purpose to write this is because I have to say that my sister does really love me , and I promise myself to love her always. 
Okie! the next photo you see is the paper-made Origami. Wow ! I have to admit it this is so darn nice ! I love so so much too ! Yes ! Obviously, it is from preetie D again. Haha.. she bought this for me all the way from Thailand (I have forgotten the place she went, but that's not the main point.), I'm very appreciated that and do really love it , I place it in my bag always from now on. So, from the contents she wrote i can really understand that she has went through a very tough time since the abalone she liked, somehow rejected her, I mean come on ! That Japanese is damn so normal if without make up ! Preetie D is much much more better than her, the biggest point is preetie D is prettier than even in the condition without make up ! oh please! are you blind ?! I just hope preetie D knew that if she has any problems , tell me ! I am your biggest fans to hear your hardships.. 


p/s: oh ya, Macho M who was just came back from Thailand too bought me a purplish pant. Although I think the pant is a bit outstanding, i mean the colour, but I can wear it, the size is just fit me , happy ! and I already wore it on last Sunday, bromance enough leh ~ haha... Oh ya! If you still can't recover your broken-heart , call me okie?! I am your biggest fans too.. No worries, I won't split out a single secrets of yours. I promise ! and I just think that your case happen too sudden, I am still not cope with it. Anyway , I wish you can think positively, you still have a lot of flowers from the side walk, haha... you got what i mean. okie, it's 1am now, gotta sleep now, good night world, & good night peeps :D

 Dear Diary:
It's June !Yeah~ June is about splendid ! Oh ya ! Happy birthday mum! First of all, I have to say a huge thanks to preetie D , she sacrified her sleeping hours to make this cake. It's Mocha Walnut Torte ♥ !

Frankly speaking that, i crushed a little for this cake, so it doesn't look that perfect as compare to the original or the fresh baked. And due to the lighting in my house, i can able to make this effect, so sorry for that. hope you can forgive me, but it's all does't matters. The thing is the cake is just perfect for us, either from the aspect of taste and deco. We really appreciate that so so much !  Once again, T-H-A-N-K  Y-O-U !

oh ya again~ happy birthday my best brother, Aaron ! Although we got to know each other late, started from form 3 i think, but the thing is things happen weirdly that we were like brother from the last century, we shared things ,thoughts, ideas, jokes , or even stupid pranks. Happy Birthday Bro! sometimes, i was wondering how will be my secondary school life looks like if i missed to know this friend from my life? This question is quite bothering and yet i dare not to think about it, surely it will be tedious and dull.Grateful to have you this bro. Although we missed the chance to meet up and unable to pass you the gift i prepared,but I do hope that you will receive my bless to you . 

Oh YA , the third time, mum,I love you ♥ ! 

"Thank you for the endurance for all these years, please forgive my naiveness sometimes, and the rebellious acting, so sorry for that, I know you love me, but sometimes I rather to choose not to face the reality, the more you love me, the more I feel guilty and regrets. But, Thank you! I do really love you. Maybe it's hard to speak out, but this were all my words to you from deep inside."

p/s: hope everything will be going smoothly for my sister, since she is going to work in singapore. Like what she said dream catcher, catches the good ones, and blow away the bad ones. good luck sis! 

Dear Diary:
First of all, I would like to say something about these few photos. These were taken by me and my sister before we were going to cousin's cousin's wedding. How confusing..Finally i got my D E N I M ! I like this piece so much ! haha, although for me it's quite costly, but i really like it, still left a necklace to be suited, (from my own creepy fashion sense).My photography technique as well as the photoshop needed to be improved more somehow. I wished I really can be like JennySun, JasmineStar, and AliceGao - Daily and wedding well known photographer. After sawing D's post, i felt so ashamed, she is so insisting in her favourite field, but how about me? embarrassing !
I truly feel guilty because I took some orders from my friend, and I sort of ordering Preetie D to do all these orders. She really sacrified a lot, insomnia? nope ! is sleepless ! Indeed! more precise and correct. TT 
I know her not more than 3 years, but somehow I feel like I knew her from ago. If you ask me, how special is she, she is just a friend of yours. NOPE! she is more than a friend, she is my family, and of cause family comes from different members and own member play their vital role. Very thanks for every one of them. You all gave me the strength to live. Thank you !


p/s: writing these while listening to WanTing's songs.. Life is like a song, Shine over me and star in you ,highly recommended for the use of music therapy.

Celebration with F-A-M-I-L-Y  ♥

Add captionCelebration with F-R-I-E-N-D-S   ♥

E-T-E-R-N-A-L   F-R-I-E-N-D-S-H-I-P   ♥

 Dear Diary:

Thanks god that bring me a lot of love   ♥

Today is a very special day to me. It is not because of my birthday. This is because I know that there are someone [ family and friends] still standing beside me. Really appreciated what they did to me, I forced myself not to cry, this is because I want to show them I am still strong & tough! This morning, I went to school as usual, did everything like the normal routine i did. After the class, i planned to go to south wing to study, but my friends [Kuan Leong & Huey Shan] told me that the school is under renovation. I believed! Actually I'm been fooled,haha... Okie, things happen after I went home and took my bath. Suddenly I heard my friend called me, and asked me to go out the house to take my things that i left in his car. I went out and i saw them taking the cake. That moment, I really wanted to shock and say thank you ♥   . Then, we went to Pui Man's house and celebrated my PRE-celebration birthday. Had a lot of fun there. 

Story normally will not end that way. Okie, the second surprise was my roommate [Howie] was actually colluded with my bestie's'. But, their conversation... I can barely heard that.haha.. anyway, just want to thank them..They [Miew, Desiree, Mok & Kenn] came with a red velvet cake & sang birthday song to me. I was so touching. Thank you so so much !! I love you all always~ Then we had a lot of funny photos in my room, love the chipmunks' faces the most. Then, we went to eat our dinner - 猪骨汤 @ coco restaurant. The foods were not as i expected, but it's because of I ate with my friends, foods suddenly become very yummy ! At that certain moment, I had my 3 wishes. First- i wished all my family & friends can be happy and be blessed at all time. Second- I wished all my friends & family can achieved what they wanted or dreamt. Third- I hope everyone that i know will always in good and. The third wishes, i will keep it! haha ... But it's not about me either. So, there is no more quota for me, hehe.. I just wanna everyone around me can be happy always :)

 A treat for her SPM result

-H-o-t      P-u-r-e     H-o-n-e-y     M-i-l-k-     ♥

-J-a-p-a-n-e-s-e       C-a-r-a-m-e-l      P-u-d-d-i-n-g-     ♥

-T-i-r-a-m-i-s-u        W-i-t-h     S-t-r-a-w-b-e-r-r-i-e-s-     ♥

 Dear Diary:
Hello diary, it's been sometimes we don't meet each other. How're you? When I first heard the result my sister got, kind of shock, does she deserve to get only 5 A's?? I know that she beg a lot of burden, tons of negative compliments from family, friends, teacher, especially the 38's'. I just hope that she can carry on , and can able to prove that her level, her strength is not only like this ! I accompanied her to go Falcon Edu Fair this Saturday, which is held at mid valley. Actually, I cared for her, I kept on asking the questions in front of those advisers. I don't know whether I was doing the right thing, but I just hope that, from what I asked, she can able to understand more, she is smart! Just effort is not putting much enough. I hope that she can cope with her mood, and start a way far struggling journey again. Same here, will start my hard & struggling journey now. I can be elite! 


Photos above is a treat for my little sister. I brought her to The Garden in Midvalley after the long questioning in Edu Fair. Although she got only 5 A's', but it's good enough, treated her some desserts and a drink, IT'S SO COSTLY~T^T~

Dear diary:
Today is sort of exciting ! In the very morning of the day, i was lazying around, and refuse to wake up, what comes to my mind & thoughts and made me wake up immediately is that I wanted to live to the fullest! and yeap~ satisfying enough for today. I had tons of assignments that haven't even finish yet, and the due date for the chemistry report is tomorrow ! Luckily, I did well enough in my part :D But, what i really hate is that my lab partner! They are all like simply doing the tasks, and the end of the day, I am the only one who handle all the mess! But, maybe this can teach me the way to resolve all hardship (thinking positively). Okie! done with the mess now, can the afternoon, is sort of fun too, had 4 large pieces of pizza in DOMINO.. I can still practically taste it, how delicious it was. Then , chemistry lab time.. Sat in my friend's car and watched few hair rise & exciting scene- the drain in our school was over flooded, how cool it sounded like.It's like a flood scene, 'splendid' enough. I backed home once i had my lab session, and at that time, sis messaged me :" a movie tonight." Without any further thinking, "YES". i replied. I took my bath, and took a cab straight to DP. A small tragic happen, my phone credit left only 2 cents, gosh~ sos top up-not working! What happen next? top up with 10 T^T. And what's going next, MOVIE TIME ~ and what movie, my favourite ! OZ THE GREAT AND POWERFUL. Storyline will be provided in the next following post. How great is the movie , really like the flow of the story, way too much different from the origin's. A happy ending! I was the one who drive myself home, and in the ride, sis told me that not even herself believe that she had tattoo. A triangle and a star. Quite meaningful to her, but old folks never have that trend minded, so she was scare to tell to family. I said to her "regret? too late". And to my amazement, she said she didn't. And she told me the story of tattoos behind. Star is her dream, it's hard to chase and catch, so determination is required! Her dream is tremendously huge enough, she wanted to be a well-known designer like Jimmy (a taiwanese designer).Triangle is the balancing of all her strengths and powers that will not distract her from others. I was astonished to hear that, but fully support my sister!and I love her :D

 Look ! my sis (Yamato Tomato) was blowing the loves to me, how embarrassed[-><-]. yet sweet~ Seeking the delicious & mouth watering foods late in night at k3k, Kuchai Lama.

[white k3k special coffee, a nyonya style pizza, biscuit sticks with k3k special kaya and a bowl of warm 'tong shui'] THUMBS UP !

Dear diary:

Passed a day peacefully with sister. Yeap~ this is how my sister looked like : nerd + cute + lovely & have a merry face that always hang on her face. She is 4 years older than me, and still in the progress to become an elite in design field, that require a bit more passionate & patience.I know she can do it one day.Blessed her at all time :D Let's talk about today.. Yeah~ we went to k3k again, a famous nyonya style cafe.We had a lot of fun activities there, captured some funny photos there using my new mac book pro with retina (sounds showing off) :P It's easy to get around with my family members. Tick Tock, Happy moments are easily to slip away, that I just realised that the math test is in this coming saturday and it's 00:00 now! Left only one day to prepare T^T .But, come on!who cares! There are how many decades in your life? -quote- that always used by my sis. "(>9<)"

She said she'll going to make a tattoo on her, i know every tattoo means something meaningful to someone. But, my family is quite a traditional minded, tattoo to my family it's like a taboo, a NO.. I don't know how it's feel when the inked needle injected to the skin, pain or even more? I just hope that my sister can get a professional & trusted tattoo master to help her tattoo, since she wanted to do so eagerly :'D *Good Night World*

      -appreciate every moments & live to the fullest-