Dear Diary:
It's almost 1.30am in the morning, and I am wide awake. Things really mess up recently, due to the stupid Co-op thing, I forced to dig up every certificates that aid me for my internship programme. So, the biggest problem is that I COULDN'T find it ! F***k ! I really hate it, really grumpy and frustrated ! But, from the other perspective thinking, this is another good way to remind me that, things have to keep it neatly next time. Fingers cross that I can by any chance or miracle happens that my certificates pop up at the sudden, I will become vegetarian for a week I swear for getting back my certificates! Please , come back to papa T^T (tears rolling , while typing this and at the same time listening to Sam Smith 'stay with me' <- current addict ^^ ). Haiz.. i do hope from the bottom of my heart that I do find my certificates, they means a lot to me now,  I will keep it properly once I find it, I promised :(


Okie, now back to the story that I wanted to talk about. So, basically last week tuesday (May 13) is the 21st birthday of my love - Preetie D . TADAA ! happy birthday babe <3 I really wish you have a wonderful 21 , and all those dreams and hopes you once said to me can really come true, you are the VIP in my friend list, I once hated why we can't know each other a little bit earlier. But, god makes us to know each other, and became like sibling in our destiny for a purpose, and maybe that's what our friendship counts for. I do really love you friend, form the deepest and bottom of my heart, and to the moon and back. haha.. You means a lot to me, so, i do wish you have a brighter future and our friendship will last to the end of the day. 

So to prepare her birthday, it's really a nightmare for me. In fact, for the photo booth props, I saw one of my hometown friends -KY was doing that for CNY, so I tried to do it instead of buying all those with the price RM 37 ?! But, it was harder than I thought. But, ding ding , I did well for that props. Besides, I created a group chat on Facebook, and have invited all the Ex and present UTARian (macho M, skinny M, SH , angel, Xl, Professor H, Kenn) to the group. At first, things go really smooth, everyone responded , and seem active to voice out ideas and thoughts. I was quite flattered by the activation. BUT ! slowly , the group seem like wilting, everyone is just seen and never give a fart. This is really get me disappointed. Luckily, there is Xl, kenn , and skinny M gave their opinions to the group. XL is the one who gives a lot of  thoughts of hers but never wanted it to be done by her own, Thanks god I still have my left and right guardians - Skinny M and kenn. They both really helped me a lot a lot in preparing the props and things yet to be bought. Frankly speaking, I quite annoy with the reaction of Macho M , he is practically disappear from the earth, I can't reach him, I know by that time, present UTRAians are having finals, but do at least give a reply to me, i will be grateful in any sense. Angel and SH are the quiet ones, I don't blame them, since they are really frustrated with their finals. I really hope Angel can at least show up once in our gathering. T^T . So, the biggest anger was that stupid mindless professor H who gave his words to us, and promised to show up. So, after my long tedious Co-op event, was already 8.10pm, it was 10 minutes later than I planned, so, I called my sisters to fetch me, since they both need to go to Subang as well, so, once they reached, I changed the seat to the driver's and drive like lightning to his house, I called (more than 30 calls) , I shouted (like crazy), and I pressed for the doorbell (more than 20 times) , and .... NO ANSWERS ! So, i got so grumpy and full of hatreds, I straight leaving him without giving him a notice since that time he was already half dying. I thought I was the last one to reach there, but mind freaks, I was the earliest  one, kenn, Xl and SH went for dinner without letting me know, but at least they asked me whether or not to da boa for me. At least thats the touching part, I know they still care , that's enough. Everything worths it :')


Okie ! done letting all my hatreds out, by the end of the celebration, I realised something. I am actually capable of doing all this preparation without much helps from others. I don't blame all of them by now, because I know I do loved and love them, and they did enjoy the celebration I planned , at least that pays for the sacrifices I've made. 


p/s:
Millions thanks to Preetie D's family members especially her sister and mother who did a great job for keeping the secret, and many thanks for the delicious foods, I did enjoy that evening , both foods and celebration. 
:)

Dear Diary :
Hello diary, Everytime I acknowledge you, I will literally felt like I have a lot to write about things , and stuffs and etc. So, I posted a video ! WOW ! (applause) . Yeap, a video, and this video means a lot to me, since I'm a lousy video editor and an amateur photographer, this video makes me a lot of compliments , the good ones :)
Feeling adrenalised ! This is the second piece of art of mine. and Booya ! I didn't uploaded the first one, (the kick-start) , because i felt that was a failure. So, i learned form mistakes, so it's okie. This is the one I edited for more than 5 hours and it is only one and more than a half minutes video. The background music was chosen from the cartoon/animation : Ratatouille. This cartoon inspires me a lot a lot ever since i watched it when i was only 9 , probably 10 i guessed. 
Quite a lot of my friends asked me, why on the earth you suddenly make film ? And .. I'm gonna reveal the truth. first things first, I'm going to TW next year ! can't believe it until now, and i am going with 3 loves ! (preetie D, macho M and skinny M) . So, in order to record the moments we'll spend for the very first time in oversea, I learn videography! (isn't that sounds so thrill and exciting) And i eventually fall in love with it! If i was born in some where around the western country, trust me , I'll definitely pick directing / or videography or photography as my major subject, because engineering is too mainstream and it's so damn boring @@"
BUT, I'm in asia , so .. hair.. Skip the craps, so, I learned this breakfast cupcake from a website, although the website was not giving enough information to this cupcakes, but it's okie. I altered  it and practically changed it to a halal version. Here's the steps :

1.First, you have to prepare some garlic butter spread, olive margarine, I picked chicken ham instead of bacon , some mushrooms and eggs. and ya, you can start with it . that sounds so simple right ?

2. Then , fry the mushroom with garlic butter. and leave it to cool. (remember ! no extra oils or butter needed, garlic butter is already work for it). place it in a plate.

3. Then spread the margarine or butter to the wall of the mole that comes with different size and volume you preferred. 

4. Next, attach the ham to the wall of the moles. I used 3 pieces of hams for each mole.

5. Place the fried mushrooms to the centre of the mole, (the amount depends on you) , and an egg is added to cover the mushroom.

6. Some additions i added on was I pinched some pasted back pepper and added on the egg to increase the favour, and at the same time, I prepared some breads and cut it into triangle shape, and garlic butter was used again to spread on it.

7. This is the final step, all these are eventually send to the bakery oven and set for 20 minutes at about 200 degree. and Tadaa ! you just make a lovely, gorgeous breakfast. 



p/s: Hoopee you guys really try it on, it's tasty and so darn delicious :)
have a nice day everyone :D