Dear Diary:
First of all, I would like to say something about these few photos. These were taken by me and my sister before we were going to cousin's cousin's wedding. How confusing..Finally i got my D E N I M ! I like this piece so much ! haha, although for me it's quite costly, but i really like it, still left a necklace to be suited, (from my own creepy fashion sense).My photography technique as well as the photoshop needed to be improved more somehow. I wished I really can be like JennySun, JasmineStar, and AliceGao - Daily and wedding well known photographer. After sawing D's post, i felt so ashamed, she is so insisting in her favourite field, but how about me? embarrassing !
I truly feel guilty because I took some orders from my friend, and I sort of ordering Preetie D to do all these orders. She really sacrified a lot, insomnia? nope ! is sleepless ! Indeed! more precise and correct. TT 
I know her not more than 3 years, but somehow I feel like I knew her from ago. If you ask me, how special is she, she is just a friend of yours. NOPE! she is more than a friend, she is my family, and of cause family comes from different members and own member play their vital role. Very thanks for every one of them. You all gave me the strength to live. Thank you !


p/s: writing these while listening to WanTing's songs.. Life is like a song, Shine over me and star in you ,highly recommended for the use of music therapy.

 Dear Diary:
This saturday and sunday were amazing. I had a really wonderful weekend. Although I still have one more thing haven't done yet, and that thing is irritating my mood for quote some time. But, for these few days, I can said that I totally forgot that annoying feeling. Thanks Friends, you all bring me these, a very special thing that can't be describe deeply and it's valuable.Had a very nice foods, excited 'chong k', sweet chit-chatting, and etc..

Went to a very cozy and warm place - Shakespeare ! 
I bet you all will not regret going there, although the price there is quite costly. Besides, the pastry is a must try when you go there.It's mouth-watering. But of cause friendship is more sweeter and more lasting than all those yummy foods.They are all beyond friendship, they are more like my family.(except for suki, she still in the good friend stage, so so different from you all)
And here, I have to say love you for daddy, Sh, Angel and preetie D .Thanks for the accompany for these two days :D

- Thank you Friend, Love, Family -

Dear Diary:
Hello Diary. Please sing a happy and merry birthday song to my lovely friend-The Preetie D.

Happy Birthday To you

Happy Birthday To you

Happy Birthday To Fatsiree

Happy Birthday to you

Today is her 20th birthday, hope all her wishes, thoughts, dreams may come true ! And hope she can face all hardship thoroughly with all strength, determination and toughness. I hope she really like my little surprise for her. Although I think it was a little mess up, but it's warm. Actually I am not in a very happy mode, but for this special friend, I can't and impossible to resist myself for showing her unhappy face, she has a very unique power to make all her friends around to be happy everyday. I can't even imagine how my life will gonna be if I didn't get know about her. Although we knew each other in short, but it's seem like we got to know each other from the last century.Thanks god for giving me this friend. And for my another Macho M, I do hope he got a safe and exciting journey to Bangkok :D

p/s: Sorry for not buying you any present preetie D, really sorry about that, I did actually plan all these today, and sorry that I mess up with your birthday, and the forgotten of your genuine BIRTHDAY :p

Dear Diary :
May. It's all about mothers. Yeap~ It's Mother's Day :D
CHILDREN please say I LOVE YOU ya ! Photos taken by 12th of May, Sunday. The two little mothers in the photos. left- my mum, right-my maid. Thanks for all the endurance, caring and love toward me. Very appreciate that, thank you and I love you. Although we are not rich , but we are way more richer in family bonding. 
and day before that, 11th, I had my report. For who my friends that contact me these few days, I would like to apologise to you all, especially Preetie D and Macho M. so sorry, just let me to calm down, I need more times to accept it. Yeap , I am sick. I know it's hard to believe, even i myself still can't believe till now. I hope you all see this post. Started to read  " Life Without Limit " from Nick. Vujicic. Here comes the favourite from this book - Hard times and tough circumstances can trigger one's self-doubt and despair, but I am not constrained by all these circumstances. I do hope i can really work this sentence out. Just time matters. 

p/s: don't know how to continue, emotion quite complicated. I just stop here. Good night people. Love ya!