Wednesday, April 24, 2013


Dear Diary:
Hi , before I say anything to you, i just wish that my roommate (or in specific EX roommate) can get well soon from Dengue. I know that having sickness is very suffering, have to lay on the bed the entire day, it is very tedious. :D
Okie, let me rearrange my story line. Today is quite a exhausted day,( haha ) because when the very first sunlight penetrated to our room , i have to wake up from my warm bed and fetch my little sister to UCSI (the orientation day) , started our journey from 8am , but you know the massive and annoying traffic jam in the city, so I reached home at about 9.30am. First thing to do once reached - SLEEP T.T
Then, my friends (kenn kenn , Desiree & Suki) decided to visit my roommate -H.grapher . We had a lot of fun in the process of preparation, peel off the skins , wrapped the foods, cooked the foods , all those stuffs. Okie ! here's come the climax,highlighted part. WE LOST OUR DIRECTION TO HOSPITAL .
ahh ~ we used almost an hour to reach to the pantai medical centre at Euric,Cheras. Furthermore, it was thunder storm raining at the mean time, even make our journey worse. But, everything was settled with the little wise investment - GPS. (haha) So, once we reached, we straight go to 2029 the wad where H.grapher stayed & laid . We had a lot of fun there and a lot of selfca there :) (cannot denied that the mirror there is damn wide enough ). I hoped that Suki efforts do touch H.grapher as I was ngo dai in their relationship. After the visiting , finally reached our dinner time . STARVING ! we had our dinner at cowboy D.Petaling. A very cozy yet relaxing restaurant. I prayed that Desiree have a good & safe flight, Kenn Kenn does well in his exam, & Suki can success in her relationship . Thanks god . 

JUST BE YOURSELF 

A new quote for myself, don't afraid of being what truly you are ! Everyone is unique ! no matter what sickness you have, how bad your result is, & etc. JUST BE YOURSELF. a quote I say to myself every now and then :)

Wednesday, April 10, 2013


Dear Diary:

T-I-M-E    F-L-I-E-S

Hi diary, it's been quite some times we didn't acknowledge each other. So, HI :D
I am facing exam recently, so so busy. At the mean time, I meet questions that I do not know how to solve.It is much harder than the exam questions. The questions are  :

1.how are you going to face when your mother quarrel with your grandmother? 
2.how are you going to confront your friend when he/she is in the midst of broke up? 
3.how are you going to do when you know your time flies? 

I seriously don't know how to answer these questions, I think I am going to fail no matter how hard I had tried. 
I felt super duper frustrated, I am like a fool when my sister told me that my mum quarried with my grandmother, and they don't even know what are the main problem they are quarrelling. I have no idea what to say and what to do. So, I told myself times will fade every unhappy moments between our family bonding.
I am also like a psychologist when my friend told me that she had dumped by someone she loved. I confronted her, I even sacrifice my late sleeping and accepted her midnight calls. All I wanted is she can never think of committing suicide. So, once again, I told myself times will help me to fade off of her sad memories.

But !!! I recognised that I have actually left not much time. [This remind me of one movie - IN TIME].What should I do? If God is pleasant enough, I greedily beg for 1 wish, I hope everyone arounds me can live in peace and happy without any pains. Thanks god 


But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, 
 and all these things will be given to you as well. therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.

Each day has enough trouble if its own   
(Matthew 6 :33)