Dear Diary:
It's almost 1.30am in the morning, and I am wide awake. Things really mess up recently, due to the stupid Co-op thing, I forced to dig up every certificates that aid me for my internship programme. So, the biggest problem is that I COULDN'T find it ! F***k ! I really hate it, really grumpy and frustrated ! But, from the other perspective thinking, this is another good way to remind me that, things have to keep it neatly next time. Fingers cross that I can by any chance or miracle happens that my certificates pop up at the sudden, I will become vegetarian for a week I swear for getting back my certificates! Please , come back to papa T^T (tears rolling , while typing this and at the same time listening to Sam Smith 'stay with me' <- current addict ^^ ). Haiz.. i do hope from the bottom of my heart that I do find my certificates, they means a lot to me now,  I will keep it properly once I find it, I promised :(


Okie, now back to the story that I wanted to talk about. So, basically last week tuesday (May 13) is the 21st birthday of my love - Preetie D . TADAA ! happy birthday babe <3 I really wish you have a wonderful 21 , and all those dreams and hopes you once said to me can really come true, you are the VIP in my friend list, I once hated why we can't know each other a little bit earlier. But, god makes us to know each other, and became like sibling in our destiny for a purpose, and maybe that's what our friendship counts for. I do really love you friend, form the deepest and bottom of my heart, and to the moon and back. haha.. You means a lot to me, so, i do wish you have a brighter future and our friendship will last to the end of the day. 

So to prepare her birthday, it's really a nightmare for me. In fact, for the photo booth props, I saw one of my hometown friends -KY was doing that for CNY, so I tried to do it instead of buying all those with the price RM 37 ?! But, it was harder than I thought. But, ding ding , I did well for that props. Besides, I created a group chat on Facebook, and have invited all the Ex and present UTARian (macho M, skinny M, SH , angel, Xl, Professor H, Kenn) to the group. At first, things go really smooth, everyone responded , and seem active to voice out ideas and thoughts. I was quite flattered by the activation. BUT ! slowly , the group seem like wilting, everyone is just seen and never give a fart. This is really get me disappointed. Luckily, there is Xl, kenn , and skinny M gave their opinions to the group. XL is the one who gives a lot of  thoughts of hers but never wanted it to be done by her own, Thanks god I still have my left and right guardians - Skinny M and kenn. They both really helped me a lot a lot in preparing the props and things yet to be bought. Frankly speaking, I quite annoy with the reaction of Macho M , he is practically disappear from the earth, I can't reach him, I know by that time, present UTRAians are having finals, but do at least give a reply to me, i will be grateful in any sense. Angel and SH are the quiet ones, I don't blame them, since they are really frustrated with their finals. I really hope Angel can at least show up once in our gathering. T^T . So, the biggest anger was that stupid mindless professor H who gave his words to us, and promised to show up. So, after my long tedious Co-op event, was already 8.10pm, it was 10 minutes later than I planned, so, I called my sisters to fetch me, since they both need to go to Subang as well, so, once they reached, I changed the seat to the driver's and drive like lightning to his house, I called (more than 30 calls) , I shouted (like crazy), and I pressed for the doorbell (more than 20 times) , and .... NO ANSWERS ! So, i got so grumpy and full of hatreds, I straight leaving him without giving him a notice since that time he was already half dying. I thought I was the last one to reach there, but mind freaks, I was the earliest  one, kenn, Xl and SH went for dinner without letting me know, but at least they asked me whether or not to da boa for me. At least thats the touching part, I know they still care , that's enough. Everything worths it :')


Okie ! done letting all my hatreds out, by the end of the celebration, I realised something. I am actually capable of doing all this preparation without much helps from others. I don't blame all of them by now, because I know I do loved and love them, and they did enjoy the celebration I planned , at least that pays for the sacrifices I've made. 


p/s:
Millions thanks to Preetie D's family members especially her sister and mother who did a great job for keeping the secret, and many thanks for the delicious foods, I did enjoy that evening , both foods and celebration. 
:)

Dear Diary :
Hello diary, Everytime I acknowledge you, I will literally felt like I have a lot to write about things , and stuffs and etc. So, I posted a video ! WOW ! (applause) . Yeap, a video, and this video means a lot to me, since I'm a lousy video editor and an amateur photographer, this video makes me a lot of compliments , the good ones :)
Feeling adrenalised ! This is the second piece of art of mine. and Booya ! I didn't uploaded the first one, (the kick-start) , because i felt that was a failure. So, i learned form mistakes, so it's okie. This is the one I edited for more than 5 hours and it is only one and more than a half minutes video. The background music was chosen from the cartoon/animation : Ratatouille. This cartoon inspires me a lot a lot ever since i watched it when i was only 9 , probably 10 i guessed. 
Quite a lot of my friends asked me, why on the earth you suddenly make film ? And .. I'm gonna reveal the truth. first things first, I'm going to TW next year ! can't believe it until now, and i am going with 3 loves ! (preetie D, macho M and skinny M) . So, in order to record the moments we'll spend for the very first time in oversea, I learn videography! (isn't that sounds so thrill and exciting) And i eventually fall in love with it! If i was born in some where around the western country, trust me , I'll definitely pick directing / or videography or photography as my major subject, because engineering is too mainstream and it's so damn boring @@"
BUT, I'm in asia , so .. hair.. Skip the craps, so, I learned this breakfast cupcake from a website, although the website was not giving enough information to this cupcakes, but it's okie. I altered  it and practically changed it to a halal version. Here's the steps :

1.First, you have to prepare some garlic butter spread, olive margarine, I picked chicken ham instead of bacon , some mushrooms and eggs. and ya, you can start with it . that sounds so simple right ?

2. Then , fry the mushroom with garlic butter. and leave it to cool. (remember ! no extra oils or butter needed, garlic butter is already work for it). place it in a plate.

3. Then spread the margarine or butter to the wall of the mole that comes with different size and volume you preferred. 

4. Next, attach the ham to the wall of the moles. I used 3 pieces of hams for each mole.

5. Place the fried mushrooms to the centre of the mole, (the amount depends on you) , and an egg is added to cover the mushroom.

6. Some additions i added on was I pinched some pasted back pepper and added on the egg to increase the favour, and at the same time, I prepared some breads and cut it into triangle shape, and garlic butter was used again to spread on it.

7. This is the final step, all these are eventually send to the bakery oven and set for 20 minutes at about 200 degree. and Tadaa ! you just make a lovely, gorgeous breakfast. 



p/s: Hoopee you guys really try it on, it's tasty and so darn delicious :)
have a nice day everyone :D

Vegetarian I

 Dear Diary :
Hello March, I have been a vegetarian for almost 3 weeks now. 1 more week, then i will fulfilled or achieve what I haven't try it before. Just like all those adventure town game , you needed to fulfilled the requirement list. and yeah ! I have a list, but not going to explore or share it publicly, hehe.. keep it down tone. After watching the movie Now Is good, and after all the tragic that happened on one of my primary friends, and after something worse I experienced, I finally recognised that I still have a  lot of things  that I haven't try it before. So, I make a list before I die, and trying very hard to fulfilled it ! cross very lines in my list, and only that then I will somehow feel my life is perfect. So, being a vegetarian is one of the list, and being a great photographer or maybe videographer is another and shhh. I expose too much ! haha..
So, this vegetarian thoughts was planned, despite all the lists , this programme is in additionally done to pray for my family, relatives, friends & all the people around the world? perhaps~ (oh ya and of cause for the victims in MH370 which happened recently). Besides, everyone who knows me well, know that I am that kind of bitchy person, I get grumpy like a slut so easily, and I did things without second thoughts. So, what the pretty of this programme is to let myself to calm down, and LISTEN! listen to the voice form the people, from the things, from others. Sometimes, things can really treated differently if you're using another perspective or another way to see it. Hatreds are useless, it can't help you to save or to accomplish stuffs. Now, i finally understand why people love the adage ? or the quote Keep Calm and Do The Things. Keep calm seem easy but it's not. Maybe I will try meditation someday. :)

Oh ya , come back to the photos i've shared. So, this are the photos that i wanted to share this early morning so eagerly. I woke up and prepared ally these, although I didn't cook/make it, (i actually bought all these), but this really make my day, it's all veges and these are super delicious. 


Tarts | NewYork Cheese Cake
(De Pastry Chef)

Soya Matcha 
(Simple Life)

Feel free to drop by to the shops I mentioned, you will never regret trying it, especially Simple Life, there are just located at the leisure mall. Trust me, you're going to love it ! try their mini steamboat, it's only 20++ but the portion is for like 3 to 4 pax. Imagine that ! I guess this is all about it for today. Next post will be in April i guess, since I will have a lot of tortured exams and assignments to face to . Bye pals , Love ya and peace (Y)

AcmeBar&Coffee

 

 Dear Diary:
I've been so busy these few days, but photo sharing is what I always have the time to do regardless how timeless I have. So, all these photos are taken by (of cause, me !). This album basically talking about the day we've spent in a ver high-end/standard or luxurious restaurant, named as ABC (Acme Bar & Coffee). My friends and I spent almost 40 minutes to find this place, we even asked one of the guar lous around there, what a shameful Malaysian I am :P
First impression that come across my mind when I stepped into this restaurant, this is so vintage ! The decorations look so similar to the home-deco shop, TYPO. Everything were meticulously set up, and the coffee aroma just aroused to the entire atmosphere. The ambience was perfect ! The furnitures, the cutleries, the menus are neatly organised. I'm seriously so into their interior designs, a thumb up for the designs. So, we did make some coffee orders and picked up so desserts to try on. The desserts are not too sweet, and they were all so nice. And for the coffees, they were all nicely brewed with exquisite coffee art decorated to satisfy every coffee cravers! Besides, there is a piece of digestive biscuit just right beside the coffee. A little suggestion for them, is to change another brand or type of coffee beans they have current using it, because i found out that the coffees made were slightly diluted. If i would have rate, I'll give 4/5. A little comment of mine again for this restaurant, that the services there are not reaching my satisfaction. They are no recommendation of them for every customers, zero interaction. If there will be greetings or recommendations, then everything will sound perfect ! There are a lot of comments or feedbacks from internet, all saying that their Sizzling caramel is a must to try! and I've not try their western foods and beer yet, so this may be an excuse for me to go again perhaps XP



 Coffee Order         | Flat white/Double espresso/Cappuccino
 Drinks                   | A Jar of Detox (watermelon+honeydew+mint)
 Desserts                | Lemon Poppyseed/Raspberries chocolate w Vodka/Caramel Macademia    

Dear Diary:
Hi, diary. I've been so thoughtful today. wanted to write all my feeling down here. Okie, before that, let me say something happy, merry. Can you guys see the pic above that a plastic container fulfilled with the efforts? I mean the biscuits, ohh they look so delicious ! can't even resist myself to try them out, but WAIT ! CNY isn't come yet, so , still have to wait until the exact day . Anyway, thank you to my preetie D whom seriously in love with baking and all these pastries thingy. And trust me ! your baking skill is 2 thumbs up, don't doubt that! give yourself confident! I'm still looking forward for the grand open of your pastry shop. Just wanna drop by and say congratulation, that kind of feeling is really good, i can literally taste it. haha.. thanks dear for the efforts.

secondly, i just love the quote from the pic which my friend posted it on Facebook. It's so simply yet so true ! Travel as as much as you can. As far as you can. As long as you can. Life's Not Meant To Be Lived in One Place ! what really struck into my mind is that, i'm young, but tick tock, time passes like nobody even care and recognised, why don't you do something that really inspire you, to make your life beautiful and meaningful. It's only take you a bit braveness to do it ! show it your guts ! make your life unpredictable! anything can happen ! explore more than you can imagine! 

okie, the last thought may be a little sentimental. Here it goes. Oh ya, before it starts, i'm listening to Jessie J- Who You Are. Damn it's so touching , it just makes me feel so blue. Anyway, here the story. The printed screen pic is what my friend've gone through this  awful, horrible & tough week to her. I mean who have ever imagine that will happen. A friend of mine- Kay. Her boyfriend diagnosed a cancer relapse in his body, i do not know the details about it. But i know that's not easy to go through with this, here the words for my friend, it's okie no to be okie. But, if anything bad happen (which i don't wish to happen), remember that I am standing there for you! i don't know how to say anything to console you, since I've mine too. I am not a strong believer, but i do believe in faith. Kay, Hold tight for that! Believe in anything you would like to believe, don't loose it, miracle just a few steps ahead. if god makes this as a challenge for you both, you challenge it ! i know you can do it, to be honest, i look up to you since i was standard 6. Seriously, you inspired me a lot. So, I believe you can do it this time ! Maybe the people around the whole do not know how exactly you feel now, but that's doesn't matter! as long as you don't give it up ! 


p/s: it's almost 4 am, and i can barely open my eyes and write all this. I just let my prayer to make tomorrow a better world ! good night , xoxo :*)

 Dear 2014 January:

Hello fellows ! It's 2014 ! The year of horses. So this year is pretty much about my career and my portfolio !

First of all, i do have to tell you guys that I have enrolled in doing direct selling of Nu Skin. It's quite costly, i mean the products, but who cares?! As long as it does help! Look at me ! I am so proud to show you guys how I transform from a severe acnes & pimples 20-year-old boy to a smooth butt baby face ! (I know it sounds too much , but it really does help me a lot !)So, for my new year resolution, I've been jotting it down, and one of the aspects is to become ruby in Nu Skin. This really matters to me, as I desperately wanted to earn extra pocket money to buy whatever things i dreamt for, and besides, I wanted to save some for the PTPTN payment, since it can be paid in one straight single shot with 30% discount ! In addition, I am eagerly wanted to go to oversea ! maybe some place that really full of diversity and acceptance ! 

Okie done this messy long story ! How about story for the 1st new year photographs ? 

Okie, recently, I discovered a place that surrounds by nice foods and environment. That is (drum roll) .... BANGSAR VILLAGE ! 
So, i picked one of the coffee. So, here's my story :
14/1/2014
This day is the day of public holiday, so i decided to go for a luxury breakfast with bunch of my uni friends, that's included my sis :P
So, when we're reached, there was like a long queue, and we were oh my gosh, we waited for about 40 mins for us to have our seats, but it's all worth it, " good payment comes from the long waiting", it's true ! we had a good time :)
So , what's really astonishing me is that, they have NO menu ! the on-wall-menu is the only menu that you can order from a concrete wall that full of words and pricing . So, i took some time to photographed the barista, the process, the people, the crowd , and of cause the aromatic coffee and the breakfast ! Yum ! 2 thumbs up ! 
We ordered :
MEAL        |  Big Breakfast
DRINKS      |  Mocha/Latte/Macchiato 

the coffees they made are extraordinary nice ! It does aid me for exploring more about coffee ! oh ya ! the coffee art, i was wondering how they are able to do that with only using roasted milk and form milk?! I just make a promise to myself to learn that someday after graduation , or before graduation. Then, maybe I'll get a post in my friend's pastry shop. who knows ? ..


p/s: the shop is Antipodean , and these photos are edited by using VSCOcam :D

The views i promised to post ! here are they ! nice right ? i can stay here for centuries ! how cozy is it ! ah ~ feeling want to go there one more time